faithomar

Everyone: So whats up with you and hatim?
Me: Its been great. And im very much in love with him.










i wished you lived across the street.

(Mr Bean's poster outside the shop)
Have you found a piece of bliss in your life?
*turns to hatim*
Me: EHH! Look! I found mine already.
*smiles freaking wide*

Youre the only guy that makes me happier than i ever am.

I love you like no other.
And i need you more than ever.
Whatever that has happen before and all the bumpy roads we've passed,
Has made us stronger than ever before.
Days that ive spend with you are the happiest moments ever.

Spending time with you
Is like going shopping and only buying trainers.
As if we ever need anything to entertain us.

Now i miss you)':












xoxo
I love you love.

 

 

Two bodies and one soul.


 

 

Dysfunction between you and me.
We must free up these tired souls.
Before the sadness kills us both.

Everyday with every worthless words we get more far away.
The distance between us makes its so hard for us to stay.
Nothing last forever but be honest babe.
It hurts but it may be the only way.
Though we have not hit the ground .
Doesnt means we are still not falling.

I'll get through this.
We'll get through this.

Times flies so fast.
Its been almost a month ive been working
And three months not.....
Argh forget it.
Its just hard.
I dont know why.
But it is.

And im sorry.
 

Sometimes its hard to see someone you love dearly get hurt.

And youre here, you cant do anything.
Im sorry.
 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AYEEE!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN TO EVERYONE I KNOW!
FORGIVE ME FOR MY WRONG DOINGS TOWARDS YOU! (:

Ohhhh how im very lazy to raya this year.
I clean the whole house in one day!
I work fast? Or maybe not?
I had breaks in between keep on singing than got thirsty and went for water break.
hahaha.
Im suppose to be sleeping.
TIME CHECK 0227HRS
My leg hurts.

Ohh if only i can marry you.
We'll have beautiful kids.
And they will be talented.
(Im not talking bout boyfriend.)
Im talking about Boyfriend No. err i cannot remember.
heh!

Okay i think im going to sleep.

Within these four wall.

You would see things no one has ever seen before.

Within these four walls ive seen violence.
Within these four walls ive heard cries.
Within these four walls i ponder.
Within this four walls ive seen hate.
Within this four walls ive heard screams.
Within these four walls ive hurt you just like youve hurt me.

Struck of her list.


When will i ever get to see your face again love?





I need you bad.
I do.

excuse me if you see me crying.
i asked you to leave but you wouldnt.
because we're getting through this.
thats why i love you.

i skipped my ass of out of school.
im freaking excited!
i self declare holidays already started.
ohh my 15 hours of sleep!
HERE I COME!
tomorrow job hunting and going to a few private schools with the girls.
 

Do you think having each other is enough when youre left with nothing?


School has been a bitch to me lately.
Or maybe im just getting even more lazy.
Im very tired and restless nowadays.
Wonder why?
So i had my OIT Exam just now.
And it was manageable.
I thought i didnt have enough time to finish the paper.
But actually the clock wasnt working.
Made me Kang-Chiong only!
Thank god i manage to finish the whole paper.

So ive been looking at private school.
Just in-case
Obviously SHATEC (2years) is FREAKING X.
MDIS ???? (Im not sure.)
BMC (5-6months) 4000-5000+++ (but it isnt recognize)


Oh how i wish i was born in a well-of family.
I bet my wish-list would be granted.
And i'll definitely follow my passion.
If only money wasnt created?
The world would be a much better place to live in.
No bills to pay etc.
And the world wont have poverty.
People wont suffer.
Everyone would all be just fine.

Money where were you created?

In life you must always ask yourself what if (s)?
And thats why back up plans are created.
So you'll always have something to fall back on.

Im just me.

Im a freak.
Im nobody.
Cause its just the way I am and my boyfriend loves me for.
Its okay if im nothing special.
Im just me.
So let it be.

i love you stupid.

i read this from a magazine just now.
poor thing.
okay so here it goes.
im just cutting the story short.

Natasha is a 20 year old girl who is somewhat in a relationship to this 24 year old guy Jack.
she has known him for about three years.
but before she met Jack which is like years back, she was very close with this guy Mark who is the same age as her.
they became best friends.
she has always been in love with Mark even when he was in and out of a relationship she would still be there for him.
that is what a best friend had to do.
Suddenly Mark had to go away.
to visit his parents.
during this time he was fighting with his girlfriend and then they ended the relationship.

ONE YEAR LATER.
he came back.
she knew, but they havent met yet.
cause she was busy with school.
but his stay wasnt going to be long.
he has to settle stuff over at his parents place.
two weeks passed and he has to leave already.
all of a sudden she found out that he was already in a relationship.
with someone he knew for only six days.
Natasha was heart broken.
and thats when she met Jack and fallen head over heels for him.
now he is Mark is back and he feels stupid going into the relationship with that girl.
who actually cheated on him.
and now he know has feelings for Natasha.
Mark wants to be with Natasha.
but she cant she is with Jack.
as much as she loves Jack she still has feelings for Mark.

Jane what should i do?
( okay jane is like the "people adviser" of the magazine )

what should you do when youre caught in the middle?

I OFFICIALLY HATE MISS PIGGY.
i spent 8hours doing the project.
which i slept at 4 in the freaking morning and waking up at 730am to head to school.
and everyone will get cranky of they hadnt get enough sleep.
okay i was pretty cranky.
and i got pissed with peck gee while doing the exam.
fuck school i tell you.
ohh and i cant submit the project.
because it cant fit into a diskette,
now ive gotta buy a CD-ROM.
the project is over 50 and if you submit one working day late.
(only on weekdays)
5 MARKS DEDUCTED.
bloody mafakarssssss!


now im alone at home.
waiting for bf to reach here.
then going to geylang.
ohh i hate that place.
and yesterday was the first time i tried
DENG-DENG
its taste finger licking good.
but if they had a chicken version god i shall be the first to buy it.
now i need to take a shit.
bye.
 

i love this clique of mine(:
we started of as strangers now we're close friends.
i love laughing my ass of with them.
and i love that we're all weird in a way or another.
p:s you guys are awesome and that youre loveeeeeed(:

so yesterday was the formal day.
we were as usual fashionably late.
(:
at least we all look good.
finish first lesson at 11am and class resume at 2pm till 5pm.
waste time.
skipped school
went to meet bf instead.
hahahha(:
its a holiday.
only for today.
tsk.
but i slept for 15 hours.
it was goooooodddd!
even my phone rang and i didnt even wake up.
cause hatim forgot i wasnt schooling today.
old man already.
ohhh and my feet are killing me):
i have yet to finish my project.


and yes i do miss him.
 his smell.
his touch.
his kisses.
his smile.
his laugh.
god i miss him):
ily.

 

i was suppose to meet boyfriend today.
but at the last minute again i cancelled.
because i have to try to finish up my presentation thats due soon.
and now we're not talking.
bet he is still pissed.
very pissed i think. even if i said i was sorry.
i seriously dont know what to do or to say anymore.
i texted you and the way you replied me back is as if youre still pissed.
my friend said you might just want to be left alone.
so this is me letting you have your time alone.
text me when you want to.


sometimes i think im doing to much
i tend to question myself questions i dont even like thinking about.
like do you  appreciate me and the things i do for you?
are you actually taking me for granted?
what happens if im gone?
do you wish i was more like her?
you know those questions.


but sometimes its better not to know because if the answers to my questions arent what i want to hear.
it would be hurtful.


i was at the verge of giving up and just not care.
its because i didnt know what else to do or say or maybe it was also my ego.
but talking to my friend made me realised that you are a guy that is hard to come by.
the little things you do for me.
i remembered.
like giving me morning calls to wake me up so that i wont be late for school.
reminding me to have my breakfast.
you bought for me mars bar when i told you i was craving for it.
letting me step on your shoes cause i couldnt see during the motorcross.
listening to my rants everyday.
supporting me in whatever i want to do.
giving me ideas.
filling in the blanks for me if i wouldnt know what to say.


you get me being me.
that is also important for me.
but sadly you dont get my home situation.
you say you do but from the way i see it its like you dont.
and i dont like fighting over little things.
i really dont i know you dont either.


this is me, waiting for you. ilyl.

*dusty*
School has been relatively okay.
Bonding with the girls is fun.
Fasting this month has been great.
I dont feel thirsty or hungry at all.
(:

UPCOMINGS:-

Monday: Formal wear to school. (31/0809)
Tuesday: NO SCHOOL! WATCHING MOVIE WITH THE GIRLS!
Wednesday: Business and Etiquette Theory Exam. (02/09/09)
Wednesday/Thursday/Friday: Reservation and Ticketing Practical. (?/09/09)
Friday: Reservation and Ticketing Theory Exam. (04/09/09)
Friday: DEADLINE FOR OFFICE IT PRESENTATION(!!!!). (04/09/09)
Saturday: Break fast with the old school mates. (05/09/09)
Tuesday: Office IT Practical (09/09/09)
Friday: Reservation and Ticketing Theory Paper. (11/09/09)
Saturday: Breakfast with baby and friends(12/09/09)

Did i miss anything?

Additional:-

Trip to the Singapore Flyers
(Class Bonding)
Army Open House
(Waste my time)


Sooner or Later my classmates would put our difference aside and actually befriend.
Right now its better.

Yesterday i had dinner (breakfast) with the retardS 1 & 3.
Location: Vivo City
Had a blast. 
But would be much better if retard 4 (mutiara sholleha gary lanta) was there.
Haha.
*Fadli's Clone*
(Inside Joke)



I hope this alternative works.
Please do.



 

I forgot what i wanted to post about today.
Talked to boyfriend for awhile just now.
Watched a the game just now.
Home United against SAFFC
2-1
I know. tsk.
School has been fine so far.
Skipped re-test for napfa.
Collecting screen wiper from ljs to stand a chance to win a lenovo notebook S10.
Boyfriend's birthday was yesterday.
Poor thing he spent his birthday in camp.
):
I like talking with the girls.
We would have interesting topics to talk about.
Boys/Girls what not.
Tomorrow is the first day of the fasting month.
Im looking forward to it.
(this is the part where mutty makes funny sounds)
Tsk!
The "cheenas'' will also fast with us.
So cute right my friends.
My retards friends.

SIDE-TRACK




I miss this girl.
We have drifted apart.
We use to be so close.
But now.
Sad case.
I dont know what happen.
I wasnt there for you?
Not really a good best friend.
Right?
Usual excuses is youre school is way further than mine.
Now on weekdays you would be sleeping over at granny's which is at the other end from where iam.
Weekends i dont know.
Mad about your birthday thing? i didnt wish you.
GOD.
I was planning something for you already.
It didnt happen cause you were busy with NPD.
Okay i suck.
Hope youre fine.
Okay whats with the drama tinn?
For god's sake.
Breathe.

skipped napfa!
hahaha i suka(:
okay now i feeling nak sing malay song!
byebye(:
mutty tmr continue karaoke in school! think of songs to find on youtube!

FROM RICKSON'S BLOG
I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM YET I THINK HE IS GOOD(:

Anyway, i want to continue from there.
I mentioned that men prefer pretty women...

Many agree that men are stimulated by visuals while women by words.
Men get turn on easily by pretty women, while women get turn on easily by words.
And thats the reason why so many men get cheated by pretty women, while so many women get cheated by men who know how to sweeten words.
The worst thing about it, is that they don't just get cheated, but repeatedly.

 

And now, let me share with you a revelation i had recently.
I've heard about so many stories of how couples got together.
Men are turn on by a woman's looks, but surprisingly so many guys told me that at the start of their friendship with the girl, they were not attracted to the girl's looks at all!

So how does it makes sense?
Men are turn on by looks, but many men fell in love with a girl that did not really had the look to turn them on in the beginning?
An oxymoron?
Not really...
 

Here comes the good stuff...
A man's brain, is connected to the visual input more than anything else!!
Thats why men prefer pretty women.
Because the visuals excites the brain.
But it can work the other way round too, and I've experience that myself.

What I mean is that other than having the visuals affecting the brain, a man's brain can affect the visuals too!!
And that is the reason why when in love, a man thinks he has the prettiest spouse in the entire history, present & even future of the world!!

Because afer he really knows her, after he sees her character, how nice and caring she is, the man's brain starts affecting the visual input, his brain starts telling his eyes that this girl is so awesome.
And he starts seeing her prettier than she might be in her appearance.
That is why in most of the romantic scenes of a love movie, the guy can't help himself but keep telling the girl how beautiful she is.

And that is also why so many times when i see certain girls, my first impression on them is only average, but when i really get to know their character, they'll suddenly seem so pretty!

And that is also also also also why, some people might appear so attractive at first sight but afterward seem only average..
The chinese calls it bu4 nai4 kan4..
(Singlish = Starting see see very chio, but afterwards see long long already sianed)

It's a visual trick that a man's mind plays on him.
It has its advantages and disadvantages, but a word of advice for the women out there, make best use of this advantage..

So all I've talked about above, I believe can be termed as "Inner Beauty".

Oh, and for guys... When a girl falls in love with you, most of the time she'll think that you're the best guy on earth!! Not perfect, but better than all the other imperfect guys out there, haha..
(If i'm wrong, correct me, coz there's a limit I know about girls)
 

yes im shallow.
great opening right?
i think everyone is shallow in one way or another.

moving on.

i think my friends are real.
people with real problems going though stuff at their age.
woah.
people at my age should be enjoying life to the fullest and hanging out with their mates.
and not thinking about baby names or should cope with parents getting a divorce and more.
thinking about baby names maybe its their fault of being so careless but getting a divorce no.

what is being real?
in my opinion
i think being real is being up front with whatever you think is right or wrong.

wait i also dont know what is being real?

not everyone is real.
then who is?

had dinner with bf just now.
freaking bloated.
the whole time we were laughing.
shit monday NAFA!
can i say i hate 2.4km run when im an athlete?

side-track

what kind of girlfriend always disappoints the boyfriend?